please just leave me already. do it while i have my guard up so that when you leave, i’ll be sad for like two weeks, tell myself that i am terrible and undateable, and then continue to live my life miserable and lonely. i don’t want to be date or be with anyone. i don’t need or desire to fall in love and then get hurt. and i know i’ll get hurt. you really think relationships at this age last? fucking lolworthy if you do.
